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Missy Higgins - Warm Whispers

Monday, August 15, 2011

Sahur and High Heels

It was the 15th day of Ramadhan and as usual, my family was up at 5-ish AM for Sahur. And naturally, while eating sahur, we watched the idiot box in the TV room, because it’s more interesting than sitting at the dining table, watching each others’ sleepy/bored face, forcing down food in the wee hours of the morning.


Sometimes Baba got the TV remote first and changed to…drumroll please…Golf Channel 815. We couldn’t always argue with the Head of the House’s choice. I myself have got more or less acquainted to golf (tak main pun, tapi I get the hang of it laah). So when Adam Scott made a comeback by winning a Major (PGA Championship) I was kind of wow-ed. I also found it fascinating when the lady commentator said Adam Scott has a text-book golf swing (In other words, straight lines everywhere. In other words, perfect golf swing lah tuu). I wonder if Adam’s latest win has anything to do with ditching Ana Ivanovic …


Anyway….(slapped myself for getting carried away)


This morning though, it was Ira who got the TV remote first. Ira scanned through the movie channels and settled for a movie which title did not register in my mind, and hence I can’t mention it here. But I remember Justin Long was in it. After a few minutes of trying to work out what I was actually watching (note: brain not functioning well at 5 AM), there came a scene where the woman, while sleeping on a bed, was attacked by a horrible looking ‘creature’ which eerily crawled over her. Neurons sparked in my brain and I figured that we were watching a horror movie! NOOO, absolutely NO at that hour! No thanks if you want to remind me of The Exorcist. I grabbed the Astro remote, while shouting at Ira for her choice of channel (poor her, I felt guilty now) and flipped through to my favourite channel range… 700-ish.


On 712, Australia’s Next Top Model Cycle 6 Finale was on. I made a comment to everyone that this episode was interesting because the host made a HUGE blunder of announcing the wrong winner. Baba and Mummy was quite amused by this fact and said “hah! jom tengok ni!”.


And there we were, watching Aussie NTM. These models wore heels so high that Baba commented “hmmm, ada setengah kaki kot heels dia.” Congratulations, Ba. You managed to make us, the girls and Mummy laugh so early in the morning!


Then, he said “Kenapa nak pakai heels tinggi-tinggi? She’s already tall!”


To which Mummy answered, “Biarlah, actually kan, pakai heels ni makes us more confident tau.”


Baba laughed at Mummy’s comment and snigger, “ye ke?”


I thought to myself, yes on those rare occasions that I wear high heels to work, I DO feel more confident. Albeit the real reason I wear it is to make me taller, Mummy’s statement made me realize that I wear it to feel more sure and confident of myself too. Gaya executive la, bak kata Uncle Aris. Hahahha.


So I added, “Eh betul jugak Mi. Lina rasa more confident kalau pakai high heels.”


The next thing Baba did was so funny, I nearly choked off my kurma.


He stood up on tip-toes to make it look like wearing heels and walked in front of us, swaying away while doing the comically mocking face of his and asking us, “Ni ke rasa confident? Tak rasa pun!!!”


We laughed so hard at Baba’s act. Baba can be so funny you could never imagine.


Shortly after, the Azan Subuh was heard, and Kakak and I finished doing the dishes. On the way up to my room, I passed by the TV room. It turned out the Head of The House dah tukar to his favourite channel, where dimpled white balls roll on green grasses. Haih…so much for Aussie Next Top Model! We didn’t even reach the part where the host made the blunder! DKJ, DKJ….


Selamat Berpuasa to all Muslims! May we gain much from this 2nd leg of Ramadhan.


P/S #1: To Abang Hafeez yang tak suka sahur tu, ada interested nak join we all sahur after this??
P/S #2: Head of The House = DKJ = Baba = :)



Thursday, August 11, 2011

Fumbling Towards That Grin - An Excerpt

A change of heart is not expected when it comes to being with him. Afif is God's creation who is perfect in every way, physical-wise and personality-wise. But Ana is asking herself why she is feeling uneasy this past few months with the man that she thought she would spent the rest of her life with. It is at these times that Ana wonders whether there is such thing as fate. and if there is, why it is so cruel to let her be in this position. A position that could be seen as perfectly coordinated, more towards a fairy-tale kind of ending, but deep inside, the uncertainty of her heart is vibrating with such atrociousness, that it is counter-reacting all those wonderful feelings of having fallen in love with Afif. Ana is afraid that soon, the wonderful feelings will be concealed, not allowing for any rescue effort. Save the frantic calls of help. Save all those happiness of being with each other. Save the drama.


Truth be told, Afif and Ana were worlds apart. If Afif is the Sun, Ana is the moon. If Afif is Mars, Ana is just plain old Jupiter. It's funny that they got together. It's even funnier that they have worked it out for 6 years. And just when they would be tied together with God as their witness, this came in. This, came right in. Yes, this, rolled in like that can of soda on a steep slide. This...this is called the secret that should have been locked and dropped into the deepest crevasse, never to be found by anyone. But somehow, it surfaced, and the truth is more than Ana could handle...


By: Haslina Kamaruzzaman


Nov 2008


Thursday, August 4, 2011

iPhone Killed the Novels


A few months ago, I bought the exclusive and so-called cool iPhone4. It was about time that I go with the flow and change to a stylish communication device. Oh well. It's not only a communication device, most importantly if you haven't know, the iPhone is an all-important entertainment device. Very handy indeed, especially at times of desperate measures. Keyword: bored.


My previous phone has keypads. I mean whoever uses phones with keypads nowadays?! *sorry, berlagak. couldn' resist* Eh jap. Berries have keypads kan? *ok, I'll stop berlagak now!* ;P


Eversince the day I bought the iPhone, I haven't been able to keep my hands off it. There's so much to do with an iPhone. Even in the house, the iPhone is CONSTANTLY beside me. A member of the family has complained that I keep looking at my phone. oops.


However, there's a bad side to all this iPhone craze - I haven't been reading my novels! Which is quite sad if I really dwell into it. :( I mean, I love my novels. And to think that I killed my reading passion just cause of technology?! Screw you iPhone for being such a temptation!!


*Okay, back to making burgers on the iPhone. Eh jap, it's my turn to play Words with Friends on the iPhone...*


Help!

Monday, July 11, 2011

A revelation

Funny how my blog seems to be a dump of mostly the sad stories of my life. And here I am again feeling all low....

How you became so attached to me, I haven't got a clue. It's not what I wanted, it's certainly not what I prayed for. Because I was scared that if I put a 100% want, and constantly prayed to be with you, I'd be putting my heart on a thin thread, anticipating the fall. But what good does it make?? Despite all these, despite how hard I tried to push you away, the feelings refuse to butt out!

Not many people know of the story of us. Who would want to share a sad ending right? Oh, I forgot we didn't even start!

But congratulations, you somehow have the power to make me cry now and then; in the shower, right before sleep, or anytime when my mind decided to pick on you.

I thought I needed a diversion. To see things/know people in different perspectives. But diversions didn't help. I'm far too weak to let you go.

It was a devastating revelation I encountered today. At the back of my mind, I always wondered how I would react if you found someone else. Oh it turns out that it's the usual dealings; with pain and tears, I turned to my blog. I wonder when I could get over you. Because that'll be the day this pain will ease away. That'll be the day, my heart will be free.

The question is: Is hate the last resort? I sure hope not. :(

Saturday, April 23, 2011

I would, if I felt it

Love is one tricky bitch. OkayThanksBye.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

All hail the Putrajaya Botanical Gardens


My FB status early this morning went something like this... 'Haslina Kamaruzzaman is up early to burn some naughty calories'. Indeed. The lazy (at dragging my butt to exercise) me went cycling at Putrajaya Botanical Gardens with Raimi and Hafizah (good old Bangians & Adelaideans they are :)).


Wait, I can't resist this... HOOOORAH Lina! YOU shed some sweat! Please continue for the sake of the Energizer Run in April...

Okay. Back to Putrajaya Botanical Gardens. So you see, I was amazed when I reached this place. How come I've never known that it existed before??

Greens all around, serene lakes and water to keep the atmosphere cool, fresh air for the lungs, well-maintained jogging & bicycle tracks, fun water activities like kayak and boat cruise, not-at-all-shabby canopy bridge, small dam that resembles a teeny-weeny Niagara Falls, long boardwalks by the lake, bikes for hire, artsy Moroccan building, and of course, abundance of trees, shrubs and flower plants to satisfy the eyes.

I'm not kidding, this is a place to escape from the daily hustle-bustle of the city. A place to chill out with your family and friends. A place to bring your kids to teach them to appreciate the wonders of nature.

Bicycles could be hired at a cheap rate of RM4 per hour. But beware that you need to get there early as they run out fast. The 3 of us happily cycled for an hour. Thank God for gears on the bikes. The uphill ride would be painful without the gears!

I only wished that they could open the information counter (where you hire the bikes) way earlier than 9am. I mean come on, the sun is already reaching its high by that time. 7am or 8am (at most) would be better.

I would recommend to anyone to go there. But please, keep the place clean. It's a fact that Malaysians are famous for littering in public places. So, have some sanity people! I hope that this place could be enjoyed by us and the generations ahead too.

Although I fell flat on my butt due to overly-excited bike ride (can't remember the last time I rode a bike!) and due to taking the road less travelled, I'm plain happy because I've discovered a place where nature is there for me to revel in. I mean, doesn't that make you happy? Of course, spending time with wonderful girlfriends is another reason I came back happy. :D


Thursday, February 24, 2011

Tears

Once, I heard that news of death of someone you know (family, relative, friend, family of friends) will come to you for 7 times subsequently (each different person) before the 'no more death news' phase starts. The cycle will then continue...

Ever since I knew of this, everytime a death of someone I know occurs, I find that the fact above is more or less true. Although 7 is not the usual number, it's certainly more than 1.

When I was young, and even now, I'm scared that the bad news will arrive. Especially that of someone very very close to me.

What each of us is, is just a piece of clay. Someday we'll be buried alongside all the occupants of the soil. I know I'm not ready to leave, for there is so much I haven't done. Now, when we still have time, let's keep reminding each other that death is upon us, sooner or later. The big question is, have we done enough to prepare for the afterlife?

Rest in peace, Kak FA's mom, a truly inspiring & giving person, may Allah SWT bless you. Amin.