I am starting to think that this is not worth it. That I was denying the fact that I'm actually at the loser's part of the bargain. The experience is good, the name is good, the boss I'm reporting to is good, but behind the curtain, there are more deception than I could ever imagine.
One of us has 'succumbed' to a greener patch (but the green doesn't contain much of the darker shade). They say it takes time to get there. But that is only to get to a pale patch? How long to get to the darker shade of green? Am I willing to wait?
I am even thinking...is this legit? Is third party a way to cut cost? How could they use us?
Maybe it's time for a new frontier. Baba warned me how bad this is. But I was hard-headed and was determined to jump to my first job. He's right. After all, he is the Veep of HR of an honourable company. I still remember how unhappy (and did I see a flash of anger?? no, not to me lah. to whoever is responsible) when I laid out the contract and benefits. I guess he knows best.
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God has a plan for everything. This is just the beginning, your journey is still far. You'll take many more steps before you'll get to where you'd like to be. You're wiser and tougher now than before, and its up to you how you're going to change your present situation for the better.
I sound like a numerologist.
numerologist? naaahhh ...more like Dr. Phil. hehhee...oh but keep those positive thoughts/advices coming! I sure need em.
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