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Saturday, January 2, 2010

The cycle

Strange things are happening to my cycle. If you haven't notice, I'm from the XX chromosome... otherwise known as a female...a woman. Put 2 and 2 together, you can guess which 'cycle' I'm talking about.


It's worrying me, and I have no idea where it's coming from. I don't think I'm in a state of stress. Er, totally not. Mummy suggested that maybe it's because I've been soo excited about the new job. Errr...yes I am happy with the new job...but 'excited' is not the word! Hmmpph, last time this happened was when I was in Form 4. I was homesick in MRSM Jasin. S0 that explains the earliness. And that time I couldn't be bothered. Wobbly menstruation at 16 is not a big deal. Did I say wobbly menstruation? gee..where did that come from...

It's not just the earliness...ada lagi points which I don't think I feel like putting into words right now. beginning to think that readers might find this post grrrrross and personal. If u are a female, u'd understand. Guys? I don't think so. tapi kan...sooner or later, guys have to understand cause at some point, u will be living with a woman kan? kan? :)

Let's see.. at the top of my head, I can list down 2 reasons why the cycle is behaving badly..
  1. after seeing not-baby-blue guy. Hormones racing, maybe? Hey, I am not to blame cause he does look like he has the body of Jacob Black from Twilight. His face is like Chuck from Gossip Girl. In case you don't know, I have a crush on these 2 actors. Maybe seeing these characteristics on one person, in real flesh can do wonders to my hormones. Hahahhaha...
  2. too much intake of Chocolate purchased from the recent Langkawi getaway. No further comments on that.

It's also bothering me because I can't sembahyang now. bila dah lama tak perform prayers, rasa tak sedap hati, seriously. :( Could this is be a test and lesson about Allah S.W.T nikmat to me? the nikmat to do ibadah? Pls Ya Allah, can I have the nikmat back?

Ever since the abnormal cycle, mood swing also happens. pastu rasa 'down' pun sometimes ada.

I hate these feelings.

1 comment:

fa said...

I hope you're feeling better now. I do miss chatting with you.