Strange things are happening to my cycle. If you haven't notice, I'm from the XX chromosome... otherwise known as a female...a woman. Put 2 and 2 together, you can guess which 'cycle' I'm talking about.
It's worrying me, and I have no idea where it's coming from. I don't think I'm in a state of stress. Er, totally not. Mummy suggested that maybe it's because I've been soo excited about the new job. Errr...yes I am happy with the new job...but 'excited' is not the word! Hmmpph, last time this happened was when I was in Form 4. I was homesick in MRSM Jasin. S0 that explains the earliness. And that time I couldn't be bothered. Wobbly menstruation at 16 is not a big deal. Did I say wobbly menstruation? gee..where did that come from...
It's not just the earliness...ada lagi points which I don't think I feel like putting into words right now. beginning to think that readers might find this post grrrrross and personal. If u are a female, u'd understand. Guys? I don't think so. tapi kan...sooner or later, guys have to understand cause at some point, u will be living with a woman kan? kan? :)
Let's see.. at the top of my head, I can list down 2 reasons why the cycle is behaving badly..
It's worrying me, and I have no idea where it's coming from. I don't think I'm in a state of stress. Er, totally not. Mummy suggested that maybe it's because I've been soo excited about the new job. Errr...yes I am happy with the new job...but 'excited' is not the word! Hmmpph, last time this happened was when I was in Form 4. I was homesick in MRSM Jasin. S0 that explains the earliness. And that time I couldn't be bothered. Wobbly menstruation at 16 is not a big deal. Did I say wobbly menstruation? gee..where did that come from...
It's not just the earliness...ada lagi points which I don't think I feel like putting into words right now. beginning to think that readers might find this post grrrrross and personal. If u are a female, u'd understand. Guys? I don't think so. tapi kan...sooner or later, guys have to understand cause at some point, u will be living with a woman kan? kan? :)
Let's see.. at the top of my head, I can list down 2 reasons why the cycle is behaving badly..
- after seeing not-baby-blue guy. Hormones racing, maybe? Hey, I am not to blame cause he does look like he has the body of Jacob Black from Twilight. His face is like Chuck from Gossip Girl. In case you don't know, I have a crush on these 2 actors. Maybe seeing these characteristics on one person, in real flesh can do wonders to my hormones. Hahahhaha...
- too much intake of Chocolate purchased from the recent Langkawi getaway. No further comments on that.
It's also bothering me because I can't sembahyang now. bila dah lama tak perform prayers, rasa tak sedap hati, seriously. :( Could this is be a test and lesson about Allah S.W.T nikmat to me? the nikmat to do ibadah? Pls Ya Allah, can I have the nikmat back?
Ever since the abnormal cycle, mood swing also happens. pastu rasa 'down' pun sometimes ada.
I hate these feelings.
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I hope you're feeling better now. I do miss chatting with you.
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